Saturday, June 16, 2012

Father's Day Blues

Father's Day!  I'm sure the restos and malls will be busy with all dads and their families in tow for a day of celebration.  Businesses will have those cash registers happily ringing. I still remember those years when I'd shop for a gift for my Dad weeks before Father's Day.  I never failed to give him a hug and plant a kiss on his cheek to let him feel loved and appreciated on that special day.  Mom and my brothers, together with their families, would join me and my hubby Anthony in the celebration.  

Months after Dad left in January 2007, I found myself at a greeting cards section in a department store, trying to choose what card I would give him on Father's Day.  When I was about to line up to pay for the card, I suddenly realized Dad wasn't physically around anymore to read the message. I shuffled between the card rack and the cashier, wavering whether to get the card or not.  I did.  I bought it and took it home.  With tears, I read the message, whispered it...hoping Dad was there listening.

It's 2012.  Today is Father's Day. I got the blues.  I miss my Dad.  I have the same message to whisper to him.  I love you Daddy. Thank you for everything.